let's poison the lake just for the sake of finding a new pretty thing to look at now oh, ain't it dull? it's gotten full of tourist traps and exhibitions, don't ya know? oh, what a mess you'd never guess this is as pristine as it's been one day could be one day are you sure the eye for war ain't playing into all your plans again? when you don't know it? we're bound to this, write it off do you wanna throw your new sneakers into the coulee? no, you don't, really let's burn down the trees why does it seem that rebuilding is so much more exciting than maintenance so, give up the ghost you wanted the most poor little justifications for novelty gang's all here, let's be clear why don't the voices ever express some stability? had enough of this stuff, let's always be the same in gentility when her eyes went white into night there's just something oh so fatty savoury in a saviour complex, a bit of harmless fun that some people choose to pick as reality but not me figure out what it's really about all the bullshit you pretend to care about if you're impure, or just not sure, you won't have to think about it anymore

lovers get paranoid brothers get paranoid and i don't wanna just be there to be another annual scare, not at all, no, not at all to find yourself cursing at god that you can't bring yourself to let me go i don't hate myself no more i'm just fully certain that i love you now it scares the living shit out of me just how similar the two can look mothers get paranoid best friends oh god, they get so fucking paranoid though i'm not sure that someone who wants to self-destruct as much as you is really in a spot to be palling around with someone who's as good as me (<- a lie) and i don't hate myself no more i'm just fully certain that i love you now it's starting to sneak up on me just how similar the two can be i'll admit i still have days where i reconsider everything i start to regret everything i think you've thoroughly caught on how'd you have the patience for me? how'd you have the patience for me? because i get got to admit i'm just so fucking paranoid

it's come in hard from out west annie's outta cigarettes she's got a rasp so she knows that the clerk will feel misdirected pity such a shame that this city is the one that just happened to get its claws in first we'll get what we earn haze here, something burns past tense, cause otherwise we've still got control sitting, eating beans and rice a dispenser of bad advise a machine that sleeps and eats and barely that anymore we've come so far from there but taking the time's fair given the whole world went away at once who cares, take our turn time's up filter burns ever had that dream where you get fucked in front of everyone you've ever known?

out in the moss and the mud animal parts hid from the hail in the bush but couldn't hide from the rain wet, wet socks so wet they forgot what dry even was staring out at the smokestack deeper into into the forest i am a part of this place but this place ain't a part of me yet screaming friends from the road, "where have you gone" like you were a little kid mistakes displayed for all on android screens get in the way of the warmth of the minivan and the hanging clothes but victorialand is on and i'm oh so so so so so so so stoned staring out at the smokestack deeper into into the forest i am a part of this place but this place ain't a part of me yet oh, what a dick! what a dick you are! we all lived! bruised and in your car!

they were part of why things turned out the way they did at all should have known by the way i intellectually peacock all the time all the distance, no distraction, no emotion or so we both claim, if the 50 hour week don't drive us back again meet me at the bus stop i know just what you're thinking had two months clean, then one more just no drinking through the church parking lot hearts full of sodomy are trying so hard to break up the suburban monotony your best friend's in the next room, my best friend's screaming at me in my head saying don't do it, so let's do it kill our hostages again the snow will blanket all my sins, i swear to god it will i'll be fine, i'll never have to clean another mess again though the things i do tend to mark me as the same i'll try so hard not to ever fall in love again your best friend's in the next room, my best friend's screaming at me in my head saying don't do it, so let's do it kill our hostages again oh it feels so good leeching, leeching emotion from others giving nothing i'm so pretty violence, violence fills me up and i don't want it

spend ballroom days and motel nights to fix the things that you have broken you're wasting your entire life go ahead and see if i care at least it keeps you off the streets casually castrated maniac beast in heat don't think you ever cared for me don't think you ever cared for anyone

i've run out of ways to say the most obvious thing: "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry" at the ramada on the plain dancing in the hallways it's getting boring, this new lease is getting boring women in tiny hats next door get up to debauched things i don't wanna be seen fucked from the start and not in the fun way where we explode at once and everybody's watching saying 'they're both gonna die young' all the games i wanted to play make you sad, make me sad, ok it wasn't conscious, swear to god it wasn't conscious i acted without thought the package i had bought i'll admit it fully knowing, i still did it though i will say, it seems like misery does something for you acting out of spite is not the same as giving up on feeling 'poor you' i got involved it's my fault for thinking that i could help at all four whole reasons left to say not to take this the wrong way i know i gained in many ways from your pain it's the same it's all the same as always so, let's be different people now just with way more self-control i could always blame it on the strain, on your brain, which you are fair to be crippled by, but only lies will get us there at the empty continental breakfast, i had oatmeal it's the only thing that i am gonna eat today you took a gamble on the make-your-own-pancake station it was disappointing as always, also you weren't there i was alone

i know what'll save my soul! anonymous sex, no birth control! don't lie! repent or lie! i know what'll save my soul! mdma and alcohol! don't lie! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! pretending everyone i know is dumb! like i'm the smart one! i know what'll save my soul! to isolate and live alone! don't lie! repent or die! but hell is real and it ain't nice! pull that shit and pay the price! the vice we share mutually, crushing down on you and me! increasing our rates of depression! fuck around but learn your lesson! and i am not a man of god but you people need the lord! i know what'll save my soul! to look in the mirror, feel real good! don't lie! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! lift some weights, eat the right food! don't lie! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! pretending everything i do is right, when it's so clearly wrong! i know what'll save my soul! fill myself with information don't lie, etc. hell is real and it ain't nice! pull that shit and pay the price! so wrapped up in the thoughts you're stewing you don't know the harm you're doing! i would get self-righteousness for anything other than this! and i am not a man of god but you people need the lord! i know what'll save my soul! adhering to a gender role! don't lie! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! to take no risks and love no one inside! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! to live my life in an agonizing sigh! repent or die! i know what'll save my soul! to always have a new reason to cry! repent or die! hell is real, and it ain't nice pull that shit and pay the price honey, i feel so sorry for you hopefully he'll start to bore you before the day he starts to hit you we have all been warning all along i'm not a man of god but you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord! you people need the lord!